cu·mu·la·tive
ˈkyo͞omyələdiv,ˈkyo͞omyəˌlādiv/
adjective
- increasing or increased in quantity, degree, or force by successive additions."the cumulative effect of two years of drought"
synonyms: increasing, accumulative, growing, mounting;
Yep. That about sums it up. So I'm a little (OK, a LOT) concerned about tomorrow. Well, mostly the two to three days after when the full wrath of the poisoning tends to descend upon me and linger for days. Or weeks. Hopefully I can sleep through it as per usual.
Anyway, the bottom line is that today and yesterday feel like my own personal Last Supper. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just going to feel crappy all the way to chemo #4 and beyond. That means about a month of crappiness ahead. The only upside is that chemo #4 is my last of the super-crappy chemos. After that I'm to receive 12 weeks of weekly less-crappy chemo. So I guess all I can do at this point is hold my nose and jump in.
Are you eating millet and Apricot seed stuff I got for you? I love you pal!
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